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USERNAME: @louis Louis de Pointe du Lac The Vampire Chronicles TEXT • AUDIO • VIDEO • ACTION • OVERFLOW

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[astraphilia]

I think you're nice

ain't anybody ever tell you you're good before??

[deathoftheauthor]

I'm sincerely touched that you see me that way.

I try to treat people with kindness, but I've done too much wickedness in my life to be called good.

[astraphilia]

yeah man ypu and me both

guess I gotta... try to believe that we xan be better than the worst things we've done

you know?

[deathoftheauthor]

I know. And I do believe that. When we define ourselves by our worst actions, we lose hope of rising above them. If we cannot make up for the wrongs we've done, we might at least spare others the same harm.

[astraphilia]

yeah, man. exactly

exactly that

[deathoftheauthor]

Are you all right? I'm afraid I'm no good at cheering anyone up, but do you need company?

[astraphilia]

so you say but this actually helped a lot. i ain't ever really been the type to talk about feeling s n shit lol but I appreciate you lerlttng

lettijg me

think it's in everybody's best interest if I go thr fuck ti sleep bit hey

you wanna come over sometime? I know you can't eat or drink or whatever but yknow. could hang

nonpressure

[deathoftheauthor]

In that case... I'm glad I could help in some way. If you still feel like talking once you've slept and sobered up and nursed your inevitable headache, you may call on me after sunset tomorrow.

( wait. )

Come over just to visit, you mean?

...

I think that would be nice. I have a growing list of films I intend to watch. Perhaps you could help me with it.

[astraphilia]

yeah just to visit, or watch a movie or somethin

[ he'll make a friend of you yet, Louis! ]

fuck yeah, that's what I'm talkin about! bring your list let's work on it together

[deathoftheauthor]

I think I would enjoy that.

Forgive me if I sound awkward. I'm not accustomed to... well. Having friends, I suppose.

[astraphilia]

nothin wrong with that. this is like a test run for makin friends right? and if it goes well then you n me will be friends at the end

idk about you but I'd like that