Mon cher.. Don't sound so apologetic. Is it strange to say I am touched you were thinking of me enough to be so tormented by the sight of me? Hmm, well..

[ He can't imagine how he himself might have reacted if he'd been tortured in a similar way - who might have manifested before him? How might he have reacted to seeing Louis crumble in his arms?.... His own death seems so trivial after surviving it twice, but it makes sense that Louis wouldn't have seen the amusement in it after three months alone. ]

I'm sorry you had to see that sight again.